My feeling for today!

I didnt feel comfortable for today..
because of my mind keep thinking of she!
=="
i didnt really want this feeling but it's come from unknown place!
since i have this kind of feeling, i gonna express it out because i dont wanna keep it myself!
i want to let you know!

this post is special made for a girl!
the person will know if she read it!

i fell uncomfortable today..
it's like im'a gonna anyhow thinking again!
i didnt do like that for past 4 years..
but now i back with that because of you!
you mess all my mind!

i wanna say..
many girls have lie on my chest or shoulder to rest before..
but the only things that i wish is i dont want them to lie on it
i just want you!
you are the only one that i wish for!

you are the one who can cheer me up!
you are the one who can make me worst too!
but most of all,
i dont care that much!
just feel that im'a regret to let you go by that ways!
and not thinking of your feeling!

actually, im'a dont want to express this out
i dont want to let you know at this age..
but now i dont even have chance..
i just wanna say..


i still love you..
i know you too..
i just feel that im'a lost without you!
you are the only one!
you are also the first one who can save me!
who can save me from dark!
just you dont know!


just like that i think...
i dont know what to say..
just know that the person who will know just keep it as secret...
just like this only..
i just wish you know my true feeling..

Cousin Gathering! unupdated <3

hey.!
im'a blogging again! =)
this time, i gonna write about my cousin gathering.!
on 5th of December 2009, 6.30p.m. the cousin gathering start!
=)
it's like we having a gathering at Sakae Shushi restaurant dy..
at that night,
almost all of my cousin gather at that restaurant..=)
im'a feel happy because i can chat and have fun with my cousin that days=)
we ate a lot of shushi that night
=)
my table just 3 people, got to eat 32 plate of shushi!
damn pro leh
=D hehe
then hor we go to Orchard road to watch Christmas light about 9!
then after that we go gaming at CC
L4D2~
it's damn nice!
i play till like insane like that..!
from 12.00a.m. till 2.45a.m.
all of my cousin like playing and playing and playing!
then after that we take a cab back to home!
my mum ask me where we go..!
but i ignore her..
bad leh me!
=)
hehe


by the way,
i already use lots of comp today..
i gonna quit dy..
so i end it here..
the pict of cousin gather next time then i post it..
ok..
bye for now!=)

Singapore Life

Hey, everyone!
It's me again!
=)
i have reached Singapore by yesterday night=)
and Singapore life totally nice!
I like it, but the competitive here really higher than what i thought..
so if given me to choose, i would choose to earn at here and spend to Malaysia!
That's all for today!
to all my friends, good bye and take care=)