My feeling for today!

I didnt feel comfortable for today..
because of my mind keep thinking of she!
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i didnt really want this feeling but it's come from unknown place!
since i have this kind of feeling, i gonna express it out because i dont wanna keep it myself!
i want to let you know!

this post is special made for a girl!
the person will know if she read it!

i fell uncomfortable today..
it's like im'a gonna anyhow thinking again!
i didnt do like that for past 4 years..
but now i back with that because of you!
you mess all my mind!

i wanna say..
many girls have lie on my chest or shoulder to rest before..
but the only things that i wish is i dont want them to lie on it
i just want you!
you are the only one that i wish for!

you are the one who can cheer me up!
you are the one who can make me worst too!
but most of all,
i dont care that much!
just feel that im'a regret to let you go by that ways!
and not thinking of your feeling!

actually, im'a dont want to express this out
i dont want to let you know at this age..
but now i dont even have chance..
i just wanna say..


i still love you..
i know you too..
i just feel that im'a lost without you!
you are the only one!
you are also the first one who can save me!
who can save me from dark!
just you dont know!


just like that i think...
i dont know what to say..
just know that the person who will know just keep it as secret...
just like this only..
i just wish you know my true feeling..